rikkuuzumaki13

I never post on here anymore, even though I love DeviantArt so much.
:/
I got a job, I still can't drive, and..
I'm never going to finish my posting Massacre.
I finally got out of my funk, only to fail to work on ANYTHING this summer, because I am a failure.
I have at least three movies that I could be working on right now, but it's like my mind short-circuited in response to the shock of having so much free-time on my hands.
What is wrong with me? (/_-)

Dear Imaginary Fans,
It sure has been a while... I have 600 {!} messages on here
I am now going to post The whole lotta shizz i skipped when i quit the posting massacre i started...

I haven\'t really been working on my Grell cosplay, but I do have my wig {yet to be detangled and styled T^T}

I took my PLAN test {Practice ACT} and made a 26... I didn't miss any of the english questions, so yay. by the by, I am a sophomore in high school....

I did attempt to make tophats which turned out horrible in my opinion
I found out CC Jr. was bringing home pedophileswhich were hittign on Eli... I\'m bout to take a bat to their knee caps

I was denied the right to make a Harkonnen T^T I can\'t make it alone because it involves PVC Pipe

anyway, here\'s some things i won\'t explain in detail:
I was arrested and now have a $200 ticket for truancy
Eli and I are okay
She\'s doing the same old stuff again {Maybe, it\'s either that or she\'s been smoking wih Zach}
I realize that i wouldn\'t care if she died
She almost Died last time
Piper and i have been getting \"closer\"
She stayed over for the weekend
it\'s almost her birthday
Same with garrett\'s and mine\'s
I got Piper\'s birthday Nearly planned out
I read my first batman comic {Mad Love from Batman Adventures }
It was amazing
I wish Dy lived nearby {close enough to text freely anyway}
I\'m going to fail english
I know how to drive, but i do not yet have a license
I found out Piper can draw
I moved out of my room and am now staying in the office {I\'ll post a pic of my new workspace/the size difference

I can\'t remember if i already said this but Cosplay wise:
Garrett\'s going with me to A-kon
He\'s going as The Captain from Hellsing
We bought our tickets
Garrett got his wig
His guns are nearly done
And i can\'t really think right now


DC Out! *salute*

Okay imaginary fans, I will post a quick update, because It is 12 AM i have school tomorrow, and I have not slept in 2 or 3 days
I am... 90% done on my grell jacket {the jacket itself,not the bow}, I only have to finish the collar, add the trimand buttons, and cut the slit thingie on the back.
Besides that, on the bow, I'm thinking of using this tutorial:
www.cosplay.com/showthread.php…

and his neck red striped bow thingie is just a ribbon i'll tie, so it's like 100% done
around 95% done on his glasses, all i need is to find some skull beads... I went to hobby lobby, couldnt find any {and it's OCTOBER!!} I guess I'll have to look in walmart and improvise
I havefinished paintiing one side of my S+G Grell Chainsaw, and I'm halfway done with the side with the designs
The Chainsaw I'm gonna use with my cosplay has not been started yet,and I'm not sure how, soo... Guess it's 1% at best
The problem with that chainsaw is i can't make it myself, i gotta convince my fahja to help me, and he's always busy on the weekends with his cult meetings and my brothers' games, and he'll think it'sfor halloween and bitch, oh and he's mad at me

I just now ordered my Grell Wig and it should be in at earliest November 2nd {it's October 24th now}
I have requested a foam head and some essentials for my wig
I also have the chain on his leg, and it's 95% done, I just need skull beads. The chain is put together, and the jump rings are attached where the skulls go, i just gotta buy them and clip them on
His arm bands are 100% Done { }, i used option #2, and the have silver buckles like, i think theyre called waistcoat buckles
ALSO,
on grell's Glasses, I'm thinking about posting a Tutorial {more like aguide} on exactly what i used, how much it costs, and how to get it
So, Yes or no on that?

I probably forgot something {sleep deprivation, ch'know?}

BESIDES THAT,
I have decided that i want to get into prop making, stage makeup, costumes, and shit like that, sooo {useless dreams for a person with no future}
I'm going to start making props for my wall/shits and giggles {i think thats gonna be my thing, SHITS AND GIGGLES, say it with me, SHITS AND GIGGLES!}
First thing for my wall, Ramona Flowers {from Scott Pilgrim VS. The World}-'s +2 Against Girls Hammer
I also want to make Dr. Franken Stein's Screw {Soul Eater} but it's not for my wall
Any other ideas for my wall?
I was thinking
-> Ramona's Hammer {as stated}
-> Haruko's Bass/Guitar thingie from FLCL
->Some kind've Keyblade {Kingdom Hearts}
->Train's Gun {Black Cat}
->William T. Spears{'s}  Scythe
->Ciel's Cane
-> Reno's EMR

Maybe-s
->Soul Eater Scythe

Okay, yeah that wasn't very quick, but i must go take a shower and sleep
even though i do not want to do the latter

BYE

Okay, I've finally had long enough of a forced break to update my DeviantArt for my imaginary fans
I'm bout to do a massive post massacre of everything I've been working on including

My Grell Cosplay
   Which includes:
      His teeth ( <- Like those) {75% completed} I still need to get the thermoplastic to attach them from a Halloween store}
      His jacket {50%}
                              The jacket is taking so long is because the material frays , and i had no pinking shears, so i was using fabric glue on the edges of the seam thingies that stick out on the inside.... yesterday i bought pinking shears so im cutting the edges of those inside thingies with them and hoping that the glue and that will keep it from fraying {cross your fingers with me PLEEASE T^T}
      His armbands {50%}
                            Note: I still have to choose between two different options
                                     Options:
                                         1. I have made two out of black fake Leather, however they aren't completely flat
                                         2. I bought two lengths of a very flat fake leather material which should be the right size with a little extra {just in case} I think they're used to make belts.
                                              -> Either way, I still have to attach the buckle thingies
      A S+G {shits and giggles, or if you wanted Sebby+Grell} Grell chainsaw {50%, I just need to paint it}.... I'm considering putting a tutorial up for the chainsaw, what do you think? should i?
   Things I will be working on:
      His glasses {5%}
          Plan: Buy a cheap pair of reading glasses with the same shape and {hopefully} color, then pop the lenses out.
      Glasses Chain: {EDIT: 85% completed, i just need to find the skull beads}
          Plan: Make it with beads {I gotta check out hobby lobby!}
       A Wooden chainsaw for my actual cosplay {5%}
          Plan: There's actually a video tutorial on youtube I plan on using
       Trying be the smallest I can for it {1%} {my reward will be disclosed at the bottom}
   Things I need to Buy:
        Wig {Ebay}
        Skulk around thrift stores until I can get his pants, waistcoat, and maybe dress shirt
   Things I'm stuck on:
        The chain on his pants
             Reason: I'm not sure how to do it and not quite sure what it looks like {HELP ME T^T}
        His Dress shirt,
             Reasn: I have one I like, but it's lowcut and not for guys and has an inkstain, but he's kind've a girl anyway… I could also use my FFA Official Dress {it's not as low cut}, but I'd prefer to keep my cosplay and my Official Dress two different things {if that makes any sense}

My Spray Painting

                Stage Production:
   things like
      Bruises
                      Black Eyes
   And things I will be working on soon
      Fake wounds
      Dead Skin
                      Zombie Makeup
      Normal stage makeup
Halloween/Spook Trail:
      Costume Ideas
      Makeup, Blood, fake wounds
      Props
      And I'll be working on it every weekend of October after this one
                One thing I will NOT be posting are my drawings…
                           I also had things I want to work on and I've been putting them off so I can work on my Grell stuff, like:
                                 Midna Plushie {1%} I have the paint, and the paintbrushes.... nothing else
                                 

Story #1
All the Deviation that have either SPC or Spray Paint Confessions in the title were done underneath a bridge in my hometown...
Me and Luke had stayed after school one day, and we walked along the train tracks until we came across this bridge... I didn't have my spray paint, buuut i did have neon orange and black duct tape... so we did "Duct Tape Graffiti" {as me and luke calls it}

after this {which was tuesday}, we had planned on going back Thursday
Thursday morning, luke couldnt come but i already had money, speakers, duct tape and spray paint, so i couldnt just say fuck it and go home because the kids had already been sent to grandmas
I ended up going alone, used all my Spray Paint, finished BB is a Cunt {we had to leave with just "BB is a CU" because the train was coming}, and started drawing/graffiti-ing with cheap offbrand sharpies... I finished my message to the world, got lots of stuff done, relaxed, almost got sick under the bridge {i thought i was gonna die}, had a mini heartattack, and met my dad at the boys' footbal practice {he never suspected a thing}
I have to tell you im glad i didnt have to go pee, cause it was like a 20 minute walk back to the town, and the nearest building was a library with an always full bathroom
i hope my imaginary fans are proud




Okay
Some of the reasons I haven't been updating and/or working very much are:
              I've been
              grounded
              then busy
              then writing last minute science reports,
              grounded again,
               Almost grounded again
              and depressed {still am, but just halfway}
the maker is against me i swear xD






By the by guys, There's a band you NEED to check out



THE SOUPBONE THRONE

{They're Amazing}

Check out their songs like Scrape, Eye on the Ceiling, Cancer, Chemicals... I dunno i love them all, they were a band {they arent now} but i think they deserve recognition considering they made it when theyre from oklahoma and not country

I don't mean to be annoying, but please *puppy dog eyes*

Or if you don't wanna do that for me, then do something productive like end Homophobia
cause they're normal people too







By the by, If you're still reading, when i reach my goal, I'll let Luke give me a tattoo

Ideas?

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
Not Quite sure >,<

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Cook. But she's a she... how would that work? and my cuz is getting divorced with her sister... 0_o

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
No, i was kindve annoyed.

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
umm, my grandma

5. What are you excited for?
A concert tuesday, Stage production with eli, and a-kon next year, if i can get eli to go. xD and surprise her with a black butler sebastian cosplay *evil smile* tis a secret though

6. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
besides my mother, Birdman/Daniel xP

7. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
umm... a toothbrush

8. Have a best friend?
i guess, id figure them best friends, but i dont know what they call me

9. Are you scared to fall in love?
no, cause its not real.

10. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
IT'S NOT REAL

11. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
umm.... I guess, like just thought about it, my brother, the person i almost did, Birdman/daniel

12. What time is it right this second?
11:35 PM

13. What do you want right now?
WATERRRR

14. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Never have, i hate pictures

15. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
umm, i am single and confused

16. When was the last time you cried?
At great wolf cause i was just that mad.

17. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I guess

18. Do you find it hard to trust others?
No, I just dont trust people, they alll lie.

19. How fast does your mind change?
Really fast, like midsentence. xD

20. I bet you miss somebody right now.
I think i do, but if i miss somebody i also i hate them

21. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
umm, no

22. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Because people are stupid, Love is only a mixture of lust and obsession, and we're all controlled by instincts

23. Tell me what's on your mind?
Water, Sleep, Eli, a shower

24. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Stage production stuff! State fair, Amanda westermier rodeo, just stuff

25. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing
yup

26. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
I guess Eli is, sorta if her, a few hours ago, and if luke, friday {its sunday}. xD

27. When is your next road trip?
Hopefully in the summer! I wanna kidnap eli and go to dallas, and maybe a bombin' spontaneous road trip

28. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Nope, not one of the same either

29. How's your heart?
when i think bout it it hurts, if not its just numb

30. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Still do

31. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
pfft no, its not real, and even if it was, im not loveable

32. What are you planning on doing after this?
shower and try to sleep.

33. Next time you will kiss someone?
no idea, probably never.

34. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
no

35. Who do you not get along with?
A LOT of people, people at school, siblings, religious peoples, its too long of a list

36. What does your 3rd recent text say?
Tell me

37. What are you wearing right now?
Black Jeans, Chucks, and a green adventure time shirt

38. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed. How'd it go?
probably really emotionally stressful

39. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
a loooong time ago ive never liked it

40. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
Squee and Wednesday.

41. How did you feel when you woke up?
Nothing.  

42. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Yesssss

43. Do you crack your knuckles?
nooo

44. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
probably reading black butler and watching adult swim anime

45. What are your LEGAL initials?
KMN {WHYYYY????}

46. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Birdman

47. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Just a couple hours ago

48. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
i would stand there indecisive, and then leave with them.

49. Explain your last awkward moment?
I was at great wolf, and garrett, a friend thats a guy, was staying with me in the same room, and we came back to the room and there was a bed. it was standing up and had wheels and straps, and garrett saw it and he was like "dude, strap me in there" and i was like "okay whatever" and just as i was thinking how horrible it would be if anyone walked in, and as soon as that thought finished, Katemonster walks in. She looks sees my face turn really red {or thats what she said happened} and the turned to walk out

50. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes and no depends

51. Do you have good vision?
im practically blind

52. Have you ever tripped someone?
Duh. xD

53. Have you ever slapped someone?
most likely

54. Are you Irish?
yeah i got the red hair and all

55. Do you use chap stick?
sometimes if my lips are bad

56. Do you have any scars?
yeah, big small, bad looking, you name it

57. Is there someone you will never forgive?
yeah

58. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
no, something happened

59. Name the last person to text you?
Eli

60. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
yeah, whatever i could get

61. Can you go in public looking like you do?
id prefer not to

62. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
no

63. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I sleep on a couch

64. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
I dont think thatll ever happen

65. Do you fall for people easily?
No

66. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
No

67. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Yess and a little tiny but no

68. Song you're thinking of right now?
Conquest by the white stripes, Trainwreck-demi lovato, just the girl- the click 5, and crushcrushcrush-paramore

69. Want someone back in your life?
yes if he didnt want something, if it was just back

70. Will tomorrow be better than today?
yeah ill be at school, and i wanna hug eli, but id never tell her that xD

71. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Black, green, yellow, various blues, and white.

72. Who was the first friend that you had?
justin i guess

73. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
a little it depends

74. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Yeah.

75. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
It depends im sadistically happy, and sometimes just normal happy, but not normally

76. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
hmmm, birdman, i wish hed meant it when he told me he loved me

77. What do you wear when you sleep?
my clothes and sometimes pajama pants

78. Are you obsessed with something right now?
black butler, stage production, trying to hang out with eli, and dressing up eli as sebastian

79. The first person you loved is?
.... my family, and paul, and i guess birdman

80. Something terrible that's happened with you?
my grandfather was murdered, i thought i loved someone and they left,  

81. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
I sit there i guess, in shame

84. If you could wish something, what would it be?
I wish for..... its a secret, oooh that and superpowers and stuff to be real

85. Ever forced someone to do something?
yeah plenty of times

86. When you are alone, what do you think about?
Way too many things.

87. How was your first kiss?
ummm....

88. What's your favorite music genre?
Hard Rock i guess

89. Are you going to tag people to do this?
Nope